Friday, June 13, 2008

A Little Freaked Out.

I had my 20 week Dr. appointment today and something kinda freaked me out. My Dr. said some stuff about me not "showing" enough. Then he asked a bunch of stuff. He made it sound like I should be showing almost double what I am . Here is the worst part we got distracted and started talking about other stuff and forgot to get measured.... The heartbeat was strong and I feel him kick more and more everyday I can even feel him really strong on the outside now. Ryan told me he thinks it's no big deal. I know he is probably right but I am a mom and anything that makes me think something may be wrong with my little guy freaks me out. I have my last ultrasound next appointment and that's the big one where they check his heart and brain and such so I will know for sure nothing is wrong then. In the mean time I get to worry (which I know I shouldn't). I guess being a mom makes me feel like if something is wrong it's probably my fault. Just wanted to vent!

2 comments:

RachelCapezza said...

Aw, I don't think it's anything to worry about! I hope my comment about you not showing didn't worry you. I think he's probably just tucked in there really well. But I know how you feel...it seems like, as moms, we always find something to worry about! But I'm sure your little guy is just fine.

Ryan said...

No, nothing you said bothered me. Everyone has been saying that I am not showing and I know this is true myself. Although, my stomache is much bigger then before I was prego. It didn't bother me until my Dr said some stuff. I am less freaked out today. I think I just had a "mom" moment. :-)